There was a part of my that was upset that have been looking at ... out of habit and the source of beauty is not there.
The source of beauty is not there.
The source ofbeauty is in ....
And in ...
And in ...
And in ....
And in P.
And in AS
And in H'And in M. a lot
And in F. a lot
My dande do with F. about ... was not one of expectation
My d23 with F now was not what is out there.
What creates liberation
There are choices
There are choices
Writing from this space is good.
Writing from this space looking at the big one is good.
looking at the one that brings light
Much aited for and much needed and much beauty creating light.
The call with F was essential.
Will talk with the coach about going with F.M. and A.D. And expanding on it.
It is time to turn.
It is time to turn rapidly and drastically..
As partof the turn will count and write about the number of times the automatic-mode goes to ... where C and 2nd one are not:
- 46 - turns towards words and C and movement.
- Yadam bashe the 2nd one is outside and plenty
What can I give to F.M. and A.D? And M.J.? And AlexB
Want more nothing.
Will make 12 calls in the direction similar to FM and AD and MJ before speaking to ... again.
- One, with Reza about his trip to Iran, possibility of bringing daroo, and going to Casino.
The inner connection is higher priority than the default, non-movement creating, easy, not character creating broken-step.
Want to develop the quality of standing (2nd one),
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Focus period:
FM/IG : 45 mins
Intention, write, accomplish, write
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Wanto practice the turn in a conv with AB.
Want to
Will call him and write here.
It was in the right direction. There was a lifting - much needed lifting.
Lost it and went back to automatic-mode where the 2nd one isn't and where 2nd-ers dont find the 2nd one and go away.
I feel closer.
The calls yesterday to FM, AD, and MJ was essential. And the one today with R.
Will speak to the coaches, about looking for C.
Vero doesn't have the 2nd one.
I feel closer :)
The experience I am looking for is 'with' the 2nders, during the conversation, and not a small / fake one after the conversation.
What is in the way is not leaving my comfort zone paying attention to a limiting thought of what will S. think.
To start with the coach: build relatedness: accountability about NSCC, yoga, MuleSoft / biking / kayaking
No matter what I'll complete and do any homework for the 3 sessions package.
